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30 August 2009 @ 06:34 pm
Tell me a story. Write me a novel, or give me a single sentence, one word. Give me a comment and see if I can figure it out. Tell me of your love, your hate, tell me you don't care.

Confess to something you're proud of, admit to something you're ashamed of. Tell me your deepest secrets, or tell me something you think I should know about you and don't. Ask me anything you would like to know about me. Get something off your chest, tell me I'm an idiot. Tell me you're an idiot.

Tell me you love me. Tell me you hate me. Tell me you love someone else. Tell me anything of worth or just something random you want to share. Ask for my advice on something. Give me your advice on something. Tell me we should talk more. Tell me we should talk less. Ask me "truth or dare." Anything. I'll listen, and comment back if you so desire.

Comment logged in or anonymous, if you'd like to keep your identity a secret.
code_59kc: [X/1999] Sorashi - brush away your tearscode_59kc on August 31st, 2009 02:27 am (UTC)
Hey love, you have anonymous comments turned off, b/c your entry is protected. ♥

I adore you and I really wish you were closer. I miss being able to crawl into bed with you, s'bad as that sounds. I really like someone. I get tired of everything being overly complex in my life. I want one thing to be simple cut and dry. I want one person to just simply love me without any stipulations. I dunno. Mayhaps I'm never supposed to find that. I'm happy that I kissed that person, because it made me happier than anyone else. I think I'm even happier than if Lizu had kissed me. I don't know why. But I feel liberated. I actually feel happy. There is suck all around me, with job and rent, but I think of it and...I'm happy. I feel bad that I pushed Linds away and didn't want you to kiss me either. I've always felt bad that you weren't my first female crush. I felt like I disappointed you somehow. For the record, that was before I told you, mind you, so don't you feel bad.

I love you. ♥

Jack Daniel: Cakejackdaniel on August 31st, 2009 10:03 pm (UTC)
Today as I was walking to get breakfast I realized that I was happy to have that phone call with you. I didn't realize how much I miss you. I like having someone to cuddle in bed with too. It probably would have done me well today.

LOL, don't worry about me not being your first female crush. I don't think that is a role I am supposed to play. I think that is the reason why I have never tried to kiss you either. Crushes are strong and the flame can burn out. They can also mellow and turn into a really good relationship but we have been a solid constant from the beginning. It is something that geography and time will not break. It can bend and change as needed but it will not get snuffed out. So don't feel bad.

In a way, I think I am glad to not have gone that route with you. It's not like you aren't hot. With that red hair how can you not be? But something does get tainted with physical relationships. If not tained, there is an aspect to the relationship that is put there only by the physical. There was a time when I wanted to cool things in my head with Linds to make sure I was still being a friend to her and not just a horny guy even though we weren't doing anything at the time. With you I don't have to worry. I love you unconditionally, unshadowed by anything else and it keeps me from being confused. (It doesn't keep me from being jealous, mind you but that's something else altogether ^_^)
Ken: Brotherly loveken_smind on August 31st, 2009 03:50 pm (UTC)
You can't actually comment anonymously because of your settings. Why would LJ do that? To screw up the fun I wanted to have? YES!
Jack Danieljackdaniel on August 31st, 2009 09:51 pm (UTC)
Aw dang. It's automatically like that cause I always friend lock everything. Better? Now you can have fun.

And I've been wanting new icons and I totally think it's time I went back to some old ones. Like my Yasha icon....mmmmm Yasha.....
Kenken_smind on September 1st, 2009 11:39 am (UTC)
Yeah, I totally need some new Yasha icons myself. Like some from the last episode cut to be amazing gei.
I've also been rewatching old anime like Berserk and Bastard! and want some of those too.
Ken: Deviousken_smind on September 1st, 2009 01:56 pm (UTC)
I think I forgot to mention, you have a great ass!
Jack Daniel: HYDE-Bottlesjackdaniel on September 1st, 2009 08:17 pm (UTC)
LOL, thank you love. You may grab it any time. ::wink::
Kenken_smind on September 2nd, 2009 12:36 am (UTC)
I am a lucky man.
Jack Danieljackdaniel on September 3rd, 2009 08:35 pm (UTC)